As our sabbatical ends, Esther keeps reminding me that I need to write some thank-you notes for all those who gave and sacrificed to make sure our time away from ministry was restful. This is a somewhat overwhelming task, as there are so many people who helped make it a beneficial time. While I may still get around to writing cards (no promises), I wanted to write a note on how this time away from Communion Church has strengthened my love for the church, and all of those who make it up.
First, I love the way you love my family. I have had conversations with many pastors who feel like the people they lead are frustrated with them or where they do not feel supported. I even had one pastor tell me that the hardest part of taking a sabbatical was justifying it to his congregation. We have never felt that. Instead, even in the midst of a pandemic, we felt that the church wanted us to have some time away (without making it feel like we aren’t wanted). People gave us places to go, money to spend there, and the space/time to do things that we aren’t always able to. This was nothing out of the ordinary, as we have felt this sort of loving care since the church began.
Second, it is nice to have a home. Over the last three months we were able to visit some other churches (some virtually) and other places. All of these reminded us that while visiting is fun, there is no place like home. Likewise, with all of the division and conflict swirling around, it is nice to know that we have a community that we belong to (even when we don’t agree completely). While the people of our church have a lot of differences, we are united by the saving grace of Jesus Christ. Not only do we have this in common, but we commonly submit all other values to this one (though we fail at actually living this out). It is an amazing thing to know where you belong and that the bonds that you have go deeper than any cultural moment.
Third, the church doesn’t need us. Most of you already knew this, but it is great to step away and to watch all of the other leaders of the church keep everything going (even in a strange season). We are thankful for the elders, deacons, and ministry leads who have cared for the church so that we could detach without worry.
Fourth, we need fellowship. This year has been very difficult on the rhythms of life and the regular, organic meetings that make up life. While we have enjoyed having some time to ourselves, we miss people. The people who make up our life form a layered fabric and when this isn’t there, life is simply not the same. This has as much to do with COVID as it does sabbatical, but this time has made us better appreciate the people that God has placed in our lives.
Fifth, we love serving the church. As nice as it has been to not have the burden of ministry, we truly missed the calling God has placed on our lives. Part of this is because we have a church that makes it a joy to lead (so thank you).
This sabbatical has solidified our love for Communion Church and we are so thankful to all who played a part in making it happen.